day one hundred twelve

in the pause.

4.22.2010

in the pausing, wandering, stillness. in the between, present, and unknown. there is an inner stillness, an inner presence of knowing. mindfulness awakened. in the pause between, i am. in the space of the now, i am. each day brings a deeper knowing of self, of BEing, of love. each day brings glimpses of wisdom heard and wisdom ignored. i never want to still wisdom, but to rest the voices that protest within me to a quiet pace, so that i can live in the pausing, wandering, stillness fully present to my child who pauses from team play. in the spaces of quiet rest, of mindful practice i see God. in the spaces of play and peace, of play dough making and soothing a wounded boy, i see God. creative spirit, be at work in the between, present, and unknown.